April...

Whats up.. so its April now, and im gunna be 22 on the 5th, im getting kinda sorta old.

well my family plans on leaving to north carolina in the next few months and i dont know what im gunna do, i plan on getting my own place but right now i dont have the money power to. Life right now isnt the greatest. Tj is working as much as he can and still its not enough money. Oh and my car is like falling apart. well the outside looks wonderful, the inside engine... isnt! sucks!
my job sucks i need a new one like ASAP! everyone is like you make good money yeah i make good money but im miserable! i dont feel comfortable when i go to work. im always up tight and ready for something to happen and i dont like working like that. i rather work in a factory then doing what im doing right now. Anyways, april fools just passed, and no one really knew it was April Fools day! sad huh?

well ... yeah there isnt anything really exciting going on here, except nothing! same ol same ol, me and TJ are doing great, i love him sooo much im really really happy i found him again! ooooo baby i love you!!!