Christmas Day!

Well, this year has been a crazy year. But its been awesome!!! I found my long time Jr high crush again!! Thats been the highlight of my year! Im so happy! Christmas is like always.. nothing since we have never in my life once celebrated it. So its just been another normal day for me. I stayed the night at Bonnies house which they got home at like 4am. so me and my man just watched movies and then fell asleep.. lame i know but hey what more can i do... Then Macho pops up this morning and takes him away from me...:( so i just went home to catch some more sleep.. boring christmas huh.. lol yeah well we had to work christmas eve tilll 11, which sucked and it was soo freakin cold outside when we left so there wasnt much i'd wanna do in the freakin cold. but it was nice to just go home and lay with my baby! Well... I get freakin paid friday!!! I need to get an oil change. bad! ive been waiting to long and my poor car is in need of some help. Then on Saturday im thinking of taking TJ out for a nice dinner and a movie or something of the sort, Maybe bring his son depends on the baby momma drama! But he deserves it hes an awesome boyfriend, he tries really hard, and i have no idea why hes already freakin awesome anyways!!! Well.. im gunna gets going... joyto the world! peace and love to all. and a happy new year!!! love yousssss xxooo

Snowed In!

Today sucked soo bad, there was soo much snow no one could see anything. So i stayed home. But its Sunday so i guess i was suppose to anyways. I just really miss my baby, I havent been able to spend anytime with him because im working 3p-12a. It really really sucks! Yesterday was the only day i got to spend quality time with him. Monday starts another work week... monday thru friday 3p to 12a! Im miserable without him. I love him so freakin much.


My friend Alexis that i used to go to school with her boyfriend works with me. His seat is right next to me. lol hes a goof ball. Good ppls. Danielle is working now too but her location is at the college for the next 4 weeks so i dont get to see her. Im at the head office. We got our badges and our clock in stuff. Im suppose to bring in my check for direct deposit. If i wanted to transfer to another state i can. IF i wanted to transfer to Australia since everyone knows thats my goal in life i could. The Corporate office is in Colorado, Denver i think. No.... i dont plan on tranfering anytime soon and if i did it would prolly be when TJ decides to move to FL ill transfer to over there to be with him. Until then... we will be here trying to get a place.

Well.... Anyone who read this check out Damien Rice " 9 Crimes" that song is freakin awesome im sure if u watch Greys Anatomy or Shrek 3 uve hurd it before. Believe me.. its a good song. Laters .. love u baby MUAHSSS XXOO

Its beginning to look alot like Christmas!

UGghh.. we had snow today, and really bad it was! Sucked driving threw it, i had to take TJ with me to pick up my brother from school cause i was so nervious, i couldnt see anything and i almost got hit like 3 times. Freakin retarted drivers! Anyways on to the good stuff Tj got a nother job its pretty much in the bag. well i got him the job where i work! Im sooo freakin excited! Now we can actually save enough money for his warrent and then get a place! Fuck the world. I hate what ppl have to say! Im in love with a wonderful man and if u cant see it, thats ur problem but nothing and no one is going to come in between us!
i had a Dr. Apt today, it sucked but i got some meds so i can get better i have to get X rays on my Knee. It was so cute TJ said that when im all old and my knee dont work no more that he will happily rub bengay on it for me! How freakin sweet!!! i love him so much! I cant wait till we get our place, He asked me today if i wanted to be his wife... im like baby i love you ill be ur wife! I wish ppl could see what i see in him. Yeah ok hes dramatic and can be an ass sometimes but who cant? Everyone can! He makes up for it. He makes me laugh soooo freakin hard, he makes me feel sooo damn hot! And i dont have to wear makeup all the time, i can throw my hair in a pony and thats fine he loves it.. lol Im so happy right now. i havent been hapy for such along time. i dunno what i was doing. The past 3 years have been a complete failure and in some ways a waste of time. I was fighting for a guy who... yeah really dont know why but lies! Who i feel in some ways doesnt truly know what love is. Which is ok alot of ppl dont know what it is or how to deal with it. When it hits you you know, and u know how to handel it when its real! I have my love right now and im not letting him go for anyone! I dont care cut me off! U cant stop my happiness! FUCK THE WORLD!!! :D


well.. i think iam having a reaction to my meds cause i just broke out with bumps all on my boob! I gotta go have my mommy look at them... laterssssss

Life is GREAT!

Everything is going wonderfully!! i have one of the best men in my life. Tj u are wonderful and i love you soo much! I dunno what i was doing without him.but im glad everything is how its suppose to be now!! I LOVE YOU BABY! YOu mean soo much to me!