UGghh.. we had snow today, and really bad it was! Sucked driving threw it, i had to take TJ with me to pick up my brother from school cause i was so nervious, i couldnt see anything and i almost got hit like 3 times. Freakin retarted drivers! Anyways on to the good stuff Tj got a nother job its pretty much in the bag. well i got him the job where i work! Im sooo freakin excited! Now we can actually save enough money for his warrent and then get a place! Fuck the world. I hate what ppl have to say! Im in love with a wonderful man and if u cant see it, thats ur problem but nothing and no one is going to come in between us!
i had a Dr. Apt today, it sucked but i got some meds so i can get better i have to get X rays on my Knee. It was so cute TJ said that when im all old and my knee dont work no more that he will happily rub bengay on it for me! How freakin sweet!!! i love him so much! I cant wait till we get our place, He asked me today if i wanted to be his wife... im like baby i love you ill be ur wife! I wish ppl could see what i see in him. Yeah ok hes dramatic and can be an ass sometimes but who cant? Everyone can! He makes up for it. He makes me laugh soooo freakin hard, he makes me feel sooo damn hot! And i dont have to wear makeup all the time, i can throw my hair in a pony and thats fine he loves it.. lol Im so happy right now. i havent been hapy for such along time. i dunno what i was doing. The past 3 years have been a complete failure and in some ways a waste of time. I was fighting for a guy who... yeah really dont know why but lies! Who i feel in some ways doesnt truly know what love is. Which is ok alot of ppl dont know what it is or how to deal with it. When it hits you you know, and u know how to handel it when its real! I have my love right now and im not letting him go for anyone! I dont care cut me off! U cant stop my happiness! FUCK THE WORLD!!! :D
well.. i think iam having a reaction to my meds cause i just broke out with bumps all on my boob! I gotta go have my mommy look at them... laterssssss
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