Wednesday, July 11, 2007

My soon to be Vacation!!

Well on Sunday Iam leaving to Colorado! Whoopy! lol OR so i thought it would be, Im having a really hard time right now. TJ is in my life and i really care about him. Hes upset that iam going to see Micheal, but this is something that has to be done. Micheal is one of my bestfriends. I havent been to his world yet. Hes been to mine a few good times. So its my turn. If this is going to be an equal friendship. TJ just wants to make sure iam coming back. and like i said over and over again iam coming back! Nothing can keep me from my family. I start school the 20th. for pharmacy Tech so this is my little summer vacation. D baby messaged me on myspace the other day. Iam excited to see how he is doing now a days. Its been a while since ive hurd from him. Im not going to tell TJ about him. He will flip. He says i know to many guys for him to be comfortable with it. Sorry BAbe... it comes with the territory. My mom got a job again...:( so now iam house mom since im not working anymore. Its alright but its made me come to the conclusion that i dont want to be a housewife anymore. Its a boring job! Maybe when i have kids then i can be at home but without that responsiblity... Uhh no! my main goal right now is to finish school get a job at the hospital get my own place and work so TJ can go to school. He wants another job really bad and i dont blame him. I just hope that everything goes to plan. TJ attended the meeting with me on Sunday. It was really nice, he paid attention alot. I hope he is sincere in him coming i think it will help him get on track. Hes used to this non caring life style and its not getting him very far. He needs help and i cant help the non willing to help themselves.WEll anyways....

Im here at Tim and Keeshas chillin! :D like a villian! lol :P u know me. Well.. im gunna get off here and do nothing :D latersss luv yasss alllllll :D

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